How do they do it?

I really don't understand how Grown-ups manage everything! Like I said, I'm in my last few weeks of my 14 credits online, and having 3 jobs, and trying to do all my necessary chores, and trying to have time to hang out and do things I want to is soooo tiring!!! I have come to quickly find out that being an adult isnt all its cracked up to be. Overall, there are those very small moments of time that it rocks, but mostly, it sucks; I'd soo rather be a little kid again. Everything was so simple back then- you play all day, you take naps, and play some more. You didnt have to worry about laundry, homework, whether your car has gas, you didnt have to buy things yourself, you just asked mom and daddy for everything, and when you saw the sun beaming outside, you could just freely go out and play in it. Sure, you wanted to drive, to make your own decisions and not have to listen to mom or dad, and date the boys, so you spent your whole life wishing to be older. Then, once you became the adult you wanted to be, you look back and realize how great you had it. Now, you're sitting at a computer, looking outside wanting to go play, but you have a pile of homework that has to be done by thursday night, you have laundry and errands to run and do, your room to clean, and you just think, "why on earth would anyone want to get old?"

BTW: there's only 80 days til I leave back for Idaho!!!! I'm excited to be getting back to my friends and that small town that I know and love so much. It is sad to think that time has really flown by here at home, but at the same time I'm ready to get back to doing things my way; making my own choices and following no ones rules but mine own.

It's been too long!

Sorry!!! I do love y'all, but life is just not getting any easier as time here at home continues. Having 4 more weeks of my 14 online credit classes, and 3 jobs, while still hanging out with all my friends while being at home isn't everything I hoped it would be. I love being home, but it's no fun being an adult. There are days I just lay in bed, KNOWING that my list of things isnt getting any shorter, but hoping that maybe if I just continue to lay there, then time will reverse itself and I'll become that young kid again, where everything just seemed simpler and easier; why do we want to grow up so bad? I know I know. We wanna drive, we wanna date boys, we wanna get married. It's like that Kenny Chesney Song "Dont blink" because like the song says, "just like that you're 6 years old and you take a nap, then you wake up and you're 25..." sooo true! Life just flies on by you! You dont think so at the time, but then you go to your friends graduation and you can't believe its already been a year since you walked across that stage... Or your middle school goes basically outta business and you think that just yesterday you were attending there. To all teenagers and kids out there that think being a grown up is cool, you're right, it does have its advantages, BUT STAY YOUNG AS MUCH AND FOR AS LONG AS POSSIBLE!!!!!


But I have had some adventures; not much, but still. I just can't wait til spring semester is over with! Never again will I take online classes in subject I suck at!!! NEVER!!!