You really wanna know?...

Do you remember when your teachers said that the homework load in college was going to be the most difficult thing and the most frustating thing you've ever experienced? And your parents said that adjusting to the new grown-up lifestyle was going to be the most difficult part? Well both were total liers. The most difficult and frustrating part of college that most people just want to wrip their hair out because of is the registaring for classes part. I mean really- they make you get up at rediculous times, sit at a computer ready to type in all the class codes you want, and then your computer is running so slow because so many other people are up doing the same thing you are, praying to God that they get their classes and that they can have it be done quickly so they can get back to bed. I remember it was only like 4 months ago I went through this process for the first time; I sat up by the Child's computer from 11:30 to 6am then next day waiting for the computer to run faster. I was lucky then in getting into all my classes; I thought that since I got to registar earlier than the other freshmen since I came to BYUI already with 6 credits that it would be easier. And it started out that way! I got on quickly at 6am, had all my classes typed in at 6:01, hit the ok button, then it started giving me that slow running and said it was no good please try again by typing all classes one at a time, needless to say I think I'm going to be here for a very long time again, and I'm praying my heart out that I'll get all my classes, but then again, so are all the other AP early registaring freshmen!

Ready? Set? GO!!!!!

That's basically what it feels like in the morning. You get all ready to go to class, then you know its cold outside, so you basically are trying to walk/run as fast as you can without slipping and falling. It's very cold here, and the snow is on and off, but its still piled high on cars and the lawn. Then I'm busy trying to study for my American Foundation's test which is tomorrow (AH!!!!) and my Human Anatomy exam which is next Thursday, all so I can come home next friday morning. Don't get me wrong, I'm so ready to come home, its just that there's so much to do and study for and so little time that its sometimes overwhelming. But looking at the positives, the last day of classes this week is tomorrow, then my more stressful part of the week is overwith. Then I just have to schedule my classes on friday, do the game on saturday, and then I'll just be a 5-4 days away from coming home and seeing all the ones I love dearly! Can life get any better? I think not!

BTW: Bro, a car CRASH is worse than a stupid FENDER BENDER!!! Don't you ever scare me like that again- do you understand!?

It's the MOST WONDERFUL time of the YEAR!

Oh my goodness! life is good! no, life is FANTASTIC!!!! I get to go home in 10 days, I got an 80% on my last anatomy exam (YAY!), and its SNOWING finally! I'm sooo excited! This means snow ball fights, curling up on the couch with a blanket and hot coco, and oh! I just love life! This is sooo amazing! I love everyone! Sure, I'm still upset that the titans lost the game last friday and that I won't be able to go to practices, but that just means that I get to go to weight lifting class and such. I have sooo many plans for when I come home! It's going to be so much fun! Since its snowing, it feels like christmas, so I have christmas music going (don't judge me! Its the best holiday in the whole world!) and I'm starting my lists, and ya. Life is just Fantastic!

sick!

being sick sucks! I think I caught this aweful illness on Saturday at our game where it was like 17* outside. Cheering loudly and being cold doesn't work well. So ever since then I've had no voice, sinus pressure, headaches, and everything else that comes with a flu. It's almost been a whole week. And I have another game Saturday. My bets are that I'm going to get resick again. BUT!!!!! 14 days til I come Home!!!!!!! Heres what I did last Saturday! Pictures above!

Oh My Goodness!!!

Ok- so I thought that I hated the roller coaster that I'm constantly on of highs and lows, but I find that I like it when I'm at the top or headed there! Its soo much more fun!!! Of course life is always like a roller coaster, so I should just stop looking at the negatives and start looking at the highs and pros. Anyways- cheer is AMAZING! We did so many cool stunts and such yesterday, and I love my team! they are all sooo amazing! Makes my heart smile when I'm around all of them! (PS:Christian you're my hero for saving my life yesterday! Thanks for not letting me die under those stunts!). School is going... I'm hopefully going to talk to my Anatomy teacher today; hopefully we can do something to fix my grade. All is well in my apartment again, at least its getting better than it has been. Jeff comes home from his mission today- has two years already gone by? Goodness that was fast! Anyways, then I only have 22 days til I come home, don't say 3 weeks cause that makes it seem farther away.. so its 22 days. Oh, and yesterday--- IT SNOWED DIP AND DOTS!!!!! No joke, no lie! Thats what they looked like! of course now it's not snowing, just freezing, but hopefully (figures crossed) itll start again soon so theres actually a reason for it being this cold!

unsure

Im so not even sure of what to do anymore. Ever since I got to BYUI its been a rollercoaster ride- one to make any person vomit from the amount of drama ups and downs. My friends think its fine to go behind my back and try and be sneaky when obviously a.) I would figure out what they were really doing on my own. b.) wouldn't care what they were doing because I have plans and a life of my own... so they could have told me and I wouldn't have gotten upset. Then I am failing the one class I HAVE to pass in order to achieve a spot in the nursing program, my life long dream! I'm so homesick that I cry at the drop of a hat, and Im not sure what to do because I love it here in Idaho, just hating how far it is from home, then mom says I should just come home and not go back winter semester and stay home and work. Although I would love to be home, I want to be here at BYUI... so here I am, puzzeled beyond belief!

3 days!

"WELCOME TO OUR FAMILY!!!"

So this is my college family! I love every single one of these peoples from the bottom of my heart. They are truely some of the best people ever... From just chilling friday-night movies, to our glee nights on tuesdays, to doing hair & Makeup, to cooking/baking cookies and popcorn, and to just plain having fun together at crazy parties; they are truely some of my very best friends. Our friendship will surely last forever! Today we threw Morgan her 17th "Welcome to America" party, then went to the haunted mill for FHE... scary as ever! worse than scream at the beach, but still fun I guess