GAH! I just have to keep reminding myself that its only a week and half left... just one week and half... 10 days technically... SOO MANY FRUSTRATING THINGS!!! Its not fair at all. You know when you let power go to your head and you pretend to basically be God, that you're better than everyone and that its your responsibility to a.)enforce the rules too much and far, b.) tattle tale all the time on people for things they didn't even do, c.)worry about other's souls before your own. I hate hypocrits; especially when you are on the boarder line of doing something, yet they call it "breaking the rules" and then they go and do the same thing or worse things and dont even think twice of it. Lets say, oh I don't know, you're on a date, and you're like me, a short person, so you have your legs up on the couch sitting on them while leaning on a guy (not laying! remember, you're totally sitting) and someone comes in yelling the 4 on the floor rule and that you're breaking honor code and that you'll have to go talk to the bishop, yet everytime they have their bf or fiance over, they never do the 4 on the floor rule. Or if they turn off the power to the apartment, so now you definitely are breaking honor code by being in the dark? Or telling you that due to a misunderstanding with a borrowing situation, that you are going to have to go to honor code classes for theft, and possibly be kicked outta school? People, I guess in a way thanks for caring that I keep my soul clean, but I think I can take care of myself without your help! Ive been doing a pretty darn good job of it for the last 18 1/2 years of my life. If I want or need your help with "saving my soul from damnation" I'll ask for it! Until then, i beg you, PLEASE stop!
You see my frustration now? Just keep swimming, 10 more days then the nightmare goes away! And I get to come home again for a few weeks! I am having a blast though with Jay, cody, liz, Christian, Heidi and Morgan! You gotta love them!
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